Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Wave of Peacefulness

June 6, 2012
I, and six other sisters from church, started a Bible study just three short weeks ago and it has already blessed me more that I could imagine.  We are using a book by Priscilla Shirer titled “Discerning the Voice of God.”  Could there be a more perfect study for me right now?
The other day as I was listening to an audio CD on my way to work, an interesting question was put forth: What language does God speak?  My first thought was English.  The author said he asked the questions to Jews in Jerusalem and they all emphatically answered, “Hebrew.”  But then you have to go back to the question and more carefully examine one part of it – the word “language.”  At its most basic, language is simply a communication system.  That includes verbal words and all the non-verbals such as body language, use of time, and facial expressions to name just a few.  But God is outside of that system.  He has ways of communicating to us that aren’t bound by those parameters.  He can put an idea or thought in our heads, He can give us a sense of the need to do something, He can prompt a scripture in our minds, He can give us visions, and so much more.  So, as I learn to discern God’s voice, I find myself reflecting often on previous times when I have heard Him speak to me.
On Sunday, Feb. 27, 2000, a young friend of mine ran away from her home in New York.  I knew she did it with the intent of either killing herself or putting herself in a position to where harm would come to her.  I was so scared for her that that whole week I prayed more and "harder" than I ever have.  Just about every waking thought was about her in prayer.  She was gone all week without a word from her.  On Friday afternoon (Mar. 4) the kids and I were driving to Austin for a weekend stay with my parents.  The kids had both fallen asleep and I was listening to a worship CD and praying for her.  Suddenly, as I was driving, I felt a wave of tingles go through my entire body.  It started at the top of my head and went all the way down to my toes.  I remember it caught me so off guard that I thought "What on earth was that!!??"  After that initial thought, I realized that I felt totally at peace about Jessica.  I knew without a doubt that she was now OK.  As bizarre as it sounds, I even tried to worry about her and I couldn't.  Such peace I felt!  I knew then that the Holy Spirit had given me two gifts: one of a physical sensation that is unlike any other I have ever felt, and one of peace to let me know that He had taken care of Jessica.
I spent the weekend with my parents and had a wonderful time with the assurance I felt.  We came home Sunday.  That night, I got a message from her that said she was OK and that Friday afternoon she had gone to the police to get help.  I asked her exactly what time she went there and it was the same time I had that feeling!  God had answered my prayers and let me know that He had.Tuesday, I went up to the church building to talk to our preacher, Steve, about this.  Frankly, I was a little freaked out.  I popped into his office unannounced as I usually do.  I sat down and told him my experience from the last Friday.  I was half afraid that he would sit there and say, "Wellll, I dunno....." or something of that nature that said "you are crazy."  But he didn't.  After I finished the story, he grabbed a sheet of paper off the top of the pile of papers on his desk and said, "Read this, I was just looking at it before you came in."  It was a copy of a newspaper article about a man who had a grandson in critical condition in the hospital.  He told of how he prayed all night long for his grandson's healing and that very early in the morning, he felt a "wave of peacefulness" come over him and he knew his grandson would be healed.  Sure enough, come morning the boy was awake and doing much better to the amazement of the doctors!
Steve said something to the effect of "that is what you had....a wave of peacefulness."  And it was.  It was not a coincidence or a fluke that I felt those tingles.  It was not a coincidence that after I felt them, I was at peace.  It was not a coincidence that I felt that "wave" at the same time that Jessica had gotten help.  It was not a coincidence that when I dropped into Steve's office unannounced that he had just been reading that article.  God is in control.
So, in returning to my original question, “What language does God speak?”  Whatever language that He deems you can hear.  He speaks to us in His language and in such a way that we will hear Him and know Him.  Our job is to listen and then obey.
“My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me.”
~ John 10:27

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