Feb. 20, 2013
Every day for work, I drive the same way. Along the way is the new high school that is being built. I still enjoy watching construction which is a kickback from my old engineering design/drafting days. So, I’ve been watching the building go up. In awe, I watched the massive amount of ground work which always impresses me most because it seems it would be so hard to measure ground accurately and move dirt around in ways to match the plans I used to draw. Then I watched the steel work go up.
Then, last week, on my same drive that I make every work day, I saw the other building. There was another whole building steel frame going up that I had missed! How??? I instantly thought, “Wow, I missed the forest for the tree.” And then I wondered, “How often do I do that?”
Far too often, I focus on the details or only certain aspects of things and I miss the bigger perspective or the bigger lesson to be learned. God works through details but only for the bigger picture to be seen. Jesus came to save but he proved his divinity through his miracles. If we get stuck on only the miracles, we are left with questions such as, “If Jesus can heal, why not heal everyone?” or “If God can, with one little effort, blot out pain and suffering, why doesn’t he?” Lately, I’m left a bit flat with the answer that Jesus came to save, not to heal. I know that is the truth. I know that is the bigger picture. It’s the forest. But the mighty sequoia deserves some individual attention too.
How do you reconcile an image of God standing back and just watching while suffering and pain continues? How does He stand back when He could rescue all of us? And then, after standing back, He wants ME to reach out to Him? They are questions I’ve chewed on as of late. They are the trees that narrow our view of the forest.
Ultimately, the only answer I know is that we have to always go back to scripture, the Word of God, to know God’s character and to test whether that character lines up with what we are feeling or thinking about God. Does God stand back and watch us suffer in a detached, dare I say, even sadistic, way or does He stay as close as He can, hurting with us along the way, and long for us to reach out to Him? From scripture, I know God is all love so I have to land on the latter part of the question. Love isn’t sadistic. It isn’t detached. It isn’t uncaring.
Ultimately, the only answer I know is that we have to always go back to scripture, the Word of God, to know God’s character and to test whether that character lines up with what we are feeling or thinking about God. Does God stand back and watch us suffer in a detached, dare I say, even sadistic, way or does He stay as close as He can, hurting with us along the way, and long for us to reach out to Him? From scripture, I know God is all love so I have to land on the latter part of the question. Love isn’t sadistic. It isn’t detached. It isn’t uncaring.
Perhaps the best answer still falls on having that fearless trust so beautifully described in Ps. 27:13-14.
“I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.”
Very insightful. I love that analogy. Right on. How often do we all do that? How often do we all stare at just one thing, one problem, one issue and lose perspective of the "forest?" Thanks for sharing, Audra. You fed my brain for the day.
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